Happy 2011!!

Ahhhh 2010 has come to its end. So shall we welcome 2011 with feelings of gratefulness and great expectation for everything that is coming in the year. Grateful that we managed to pass through the year in good health and wealth. Thankful to God that we are still alive while there are so many disasters happen all around the world. Feeling relief that I managed to pass through all the sad and pain, and thankful to people around me that lend me a hand while getting through, and who brought happiness to my life. Again have to make some new year resolutions. Remember that I made few new semester resolutions before, but I never really followed it. LOL! But I Believe I will stick to these new year resolution this time!! To make myself a better person, and to improve some aspects on myself.

1. Show more enthusiasm and be serious in life: family, relationships, studies etc.
2. Be more hardworking and put more effort in studies.
3. Learn and power **********. (secret. LOL)
4. Control emotions better.
5. Manage my own wealth properly, according to own budget plan.
6. Be a better man.

Not forgetting my new year wishes:

1. Good health, prosperity, wealth and the most important, peace for my family members and myself.
2. All the best to the people around me.
3. World peace, no wars no catastrophe!!
4. Good luck in everything for myself: study, ********, relationships etc...

Wishing everyone good of health, wealth and everything here. Happy New Year!!! Cheers!!!

To Her

The thing i worried the most happened. When I put in too much love or care too much I'll become bossy, and this triggered argument between us. I never meant to start the argument, I'm really sorry. I will not repeat the same anymore, and I wont care so much, so bossy anymore. Do please forgive me. I'm so regret that I did it. I really don't want this to happen.

It's Her =)

It has been a long time since the last post. Guess I shouldn't doubt it anymore cause it's her. I'm falling into her deeper and deeper as day goes by. No need to look for any others, cause she makes everything right. Maybe it is too early to make the conclusion, but what I know right now is she makes my everyday. I got over my past because of her, and I don't linger in my memories anymore, cause she'll bring me better ones. Ain't good at writing love poem, hope that we could get through all the hardships, and loving each others long time.

Celebration!!!!

OMG it's out!!! Results are out and I passed all of them!!! Waiting for it to be released is the shittest moment ever!!! Your palms sweating, your legs feel cool, your heartbeat shoot up, and you keep going to toilet!! But now it's over!!=] hahaha!!!

Satisfied with my result. Guess all the hardworks really worth!! I thought I always have bad lucks in exams, no matter how hard i've worked for it, I can't get what I deserve. But I was wrong!! Every single effort counts!! We won't do something and get lesser for what we had worked for. Ohhh damn all the hard time had passed and all hardworks bear out fruits! But another challenging semester is awaiting!!

So there's some New Sem Resolution I made for myself, so that I won't be regretting at this moment next sem. I gonna stick to them and work harder. I promise!=]

1. No more clubbing!! No I mean lesser!
2. No more procrastination!! Show high enthusiasm!!
3. Do not skip any class!!
4. Pre-reading and all tutorials must be done on time!!
5. No more drag out in any assignment!!
6. Cut down hanging outs!!
7. Full attention in class!!

That's all for now I guess. Hope I could stick to them! *finger crossed*
Goodnight people!!!

It's Peak Season!!

Semester has reaching to the end and it's also the peak season of this sem. Assignments to be done and exams to be prepared. But this also indicates that holiday is coming!!!=] I miss home so much!! I miss all my family members, the foods, the chicks and everything in my hometown!!! But sis had left to Liverpool for 3 months, so couldn't meet her up even if I'm back. All the best and goodluck to you sis!! Don't play too much there yar. And don't forget bout my TOPMAN jeans and Manchester's jersey!!!xD

Been doing assignments lately. I stayed awake for almost 24 hours yesterday doing the AutoCad shit. It was so tiring but was fun with bros and buddies around that we chill while doing assignments. And now my face is full of pimples!! Gonna lock myself in the room until exam day! x] Most of the assignments had submitted and now it's time to prepare for exam. Goodluck everyone having their exams soon!!=]

I Need A GPS!!!

Wish that there's a GPS for life which could give guidance to you when you're lost, I mean lost in term of life not direction of street. Tell you what's good for you, what should be done and what shouldn't be. Lead you to the correct way in life and knows what best for you. When you're lost or in a undecided situation or dilemma, it could direct you what to do. Sometimes people says just follow your heart, but our feeling only tells us what we want, not what is right. This could screw things up you see if we always depends on our heart n feeling.

So please, somebody invent this thing and I will definitely be the first customer of this invention of centuries!

Life's A Bitch!!!

Been posting so much emo shits lately! Guess how suck life is! Things never get right you know. When you think that everything are fine it's not actually!! Things never get right you see?? Bitches everywhere and keep bitching on you, never give you a single break!! It's like you owe them and now is the time you pay back by letting them bitch on you and you just couldn't do a shit. Cause you are not as bitch as them! And that's life!! You live it then you die. Happy or not you just have to face it!! Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

However there are still something beautiful, great that you would make you linger in this world!!=] spending time with family, spending time missing them or someone you like are beautiful!! We just have to get through the hard times even when you don't feel belonged! Think positively, think in brighter way and the sun rises again tomorrow=] You will feel tougher once you get through them!

Hope that my next post is something happy! I'm sorry to post all those emo thingy but who cares?! That's my blog and the place where I express my fucking feelings! Here's a song that could express me!!=] meaningful lyrics!!

Stresses out!!!!

Been overwhelmed by assignments and reports lately!! Guess I'm at the edge of breaking down...... I've been so stressed out and i get pissed off easily lately. Even it is just a small matter I could hardly stand it. I've been so quick-tempered and I know I caused mess in relationship with people around. I can feel sudden dizzy and my sight becomes blur and this is the symptoms of high blood pressure. Have to stop putting stress on myself and be more relax. I don't want things to continue like this!! Someone please drag me up from the mess......

Maybe it's time to go for a body massage xD always have to get a fresh breathe out there and chill off once in a while. And hopefully I could control my temper soon. Do be considered if I made any hard feeling on you=]

Alright gotto move on with my studies now. Ciao people~~ Goodnight!!

Nice Song=]

I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face tonight
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

The Frustration

Sorry for the incomplete of previous post cause the internet connection wasn't stable for the past 2 months. LOL. Just when the connection turned stable, my laptop broke down. My friend accidentally poured water into my laptop bag while my laptop was inside. Scary huh. Hope he really was accidentally but not purposely poured it xD Life without my laptop was sucked!!! I can only listen to the old songs in my cellphone, couldn't access to porn site, couldn't watch Youtube, couldn't check on Facebook and couldn't do my assignment!!!! And the worst is this last for 1 week!! But the good thing is my laptop is like a brand new one after repaired=] But I lost everything in the hardisk. Will post those birthday party's pictures once I get it.

There's something i gotto say here cause the anger kept deep inside my heart is spilling. Here goes what i wanna say:

I being nice is not that I'm nice to bully. I mean bully me in words, speaking sarcastic to me or "gek" me, for your understanding. I being nice is because I want peace, I don't like argument. I've been trying hard not to explode, but there's always a limit. Once you trigger my anger, I will make you feel as shit as how you did to me. However, I'm always a nice person, I never wanted to spoil the friendship, and I never wanted to hurt your feelings too. So watch your words everytime your speak. Sometimes we address you just because we respect you, not that you are really that big in our life. Never challenge me anymore if not I will turn into incredible hulk and you gonna regret it. Think back what you did cause I won't explode for nothing. And don't tell me you were just kidding!! Shit........=.=

One more thing here. I hate attention seeker!!! Seriously hate like how I hate cockroach or lizard!! Maybe more hate!! Attention seeker is really one asshole and must be the most asshole one!! Forgive me for the unclear sentence cause I'm in deep anger now. Maybe I should go watch Peter Chao on Youtube now to chill off. Damn that guy really gives me a lot of inspiration!xD

CaoZhai is a motherfucka!! Bye~~

Morgan's Birthday Bash!!!

Hi everyone!! Been abandon my blog for ages and I'm finally back!!=]

Study free week had just passed and I'm still not ready yet. Planned to catch up all the syllabus in the week but failed cause I been spending too much time on Structural Analysis mid-term which was on the first day after school reopen. Yea I have to admit it was quite easy. For me lar, for Paul shouldn't be! LOL!!
Remember the day before week free started, we all are already in holiday mood, not paying attention in class cause we were too excited. Cause that night gonna be Morgan's Birthday bash and we made it on Imperial Hotel. Sounds luxury huh?=]
It was told to be a party celebrating the starts of free week cause we wanna to give Morgan and Suto a surprise. We got our liquor and birthday cake and everything were set up behind them. It was a great night cause everyone had fun!=] i shall let pictures to do the talking cause friends been complaining that my blog is full of words. LOL!

Before we headed to the apartment, we had dinner at Pong's Cafe. It moved to a place...ermm...near to Boulevard there.... Near the roundabout... I guess=] We spent 3 hours there and I almost gone mad!! 15 minutes to dined and spent more than 2 hours waiting for the food!! Goshhh it was a long dinner i would say.

Back To Hell?? Perhaps Heaven=]

Damn finally I'm back in Miri again. Remember when I kissed goodbye my parents, tears rushed out! Damn I'm one big pussy huh?? LOL. But it's sad to be apart from them for so long. Anyway time flies, gonna see them soon. But before that I really must enjoy first!! LOL.

Miri is a damn hell place!! I miss Penang.... Miss the chicks there, foods, and malls. But the good thing here is get together with my Bros. We chill out together like usual. Btw we just went to club last Friday night. It was superb! Didn't take any pictures but even I do I not going to post them here cause my mom is reading my blog constantly, I guess LOL. Thinking of going again next weekends. LOL. Sorry bros couldn't make it last it cause have to take care of my health and my fucking wallet. xD

New sem started. Everything's new. But unlucky we don't get a pretty and young lecturer DAMN! Everyday class held at the same old damn class. Aihh but still gotto work harder. Wish me luck people!

BYE.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

It's Chinese New Year again. Same old faces and same old foods. But the good things about CNY are reunion with those old faces and definitely Ang Pao. We get to visit our relatives and old time playmates or friends. Distance which keep us apart made these reunion so precious and meaningful.

Just came back from reunion with high school school-mates. The house visits were fun, BBQ was great too. When we get together flashbacks keep playing in our mind. Talking about our past was so funny, even it had been ages. However we still speak sarcastically or teasing each other like old time. Haha. Maybe that's the way how we communicate. But not offensive, and no bad feelings.=] Hope there will be more gathering in coming times. Gonna miss all of you when I'm back in Miri.

My days here are counting, 7 days. LOL. Have to get my ass back into Sarawak soon. Half of me is so excited that I could go anywhere, with anyone, until anytime i wish in Miri. But half of me hopes to linger longer. My parents definitely gonna be lonely when I'm back and my friends here gonna miss me lots.=] Right? LOL. Perhaps I should start packing?

So tired after whole day of driving. Going to bed, goodnight people!=]

Got To Live Like We're Dying??

Owhhh damn I just can stand the heat no more!!! I could sweat like hell by just sitting infront of TV!!! I can't stop showering and I guess I'll need a water cooler instead of water heater now!! Can't imagine how our lives could be in the next few years. Could we still live on this heating Earth?? Or we have to invade other planet like Avatar??

Sometimes I guess the scenes in 2012 will come true, just maybe not in 2012. The global climate had changed dramatically in this few years and the experts say it's all about global warming. It sounds something like there's too much carbon dioxide in the atmosphere and the atmospheric layer is getting think. Then the heat melts the iceberg and water level rising all around the world. And disasters happen in consequence.

Shit i think global warming is a issue that needs urgent attention from people all around the world. We really should confront this problem seriously, and do whatever it takes to slow everything down. I'm saying this cause I really don't have the money to get me onto the freaking big ship in the movie 2012!! And i bet you guys don't have too!! LOLL!! So let's do something about it. Reduce the usage of aircond ( i know it's hot out there but if you keep using it's gonna get worse!!), save electricity, practice 3R-reduce, reuse and recycle, or plant more trees!! If you're really have the money to get on the big ship then you could just don't follow.

It's sucks to know that we got to live like we're dying!! I feel you Kris Allen=] So contribute something before our mother land becomes our grave yard. If you're a resident of this planet, then to you this post may concern!!! Every single effort counts people!!

Chinese New Year Fever!!!??

Not so fever i guess? This upcoming CNY will definitely not as cool as how we did it since our government banned gambling and firecrackers strictly. If you're a dare devil and still do them in public, better get your ass cleaned and ready to get into jail (LOL or maybe just a few hundreds of fine) cause the police are planting thousands of spies around you!!

Burning firecrackers and gambling are the must-do activities for Chinese in CNY. Most of our may feel this year's CNY will not be complete if we don't do them. However, I believe we still could celebrate this CNY with joy even without doing them, right people?=]

Coincidentally, this year's CNY and Valentine's Day fall on the exact day. So couples who are apart may not celebrate together. So for Hers: If he can't get you flowers or chocolates, please forgive him. And for Hims: If she can't get you accompanied, do be considered.

Gonna take this CNY as a turning point, sticking with some New Year resolution and try to be better person. How bout you?

Wishing everyone GONG XI FA CAI and Happy Valentines in advance!