Life's A Bitch!!!

Been posting so much emo shits lately! Guess how suck life is! Things never get right you know. When you think that everything are fine it's not actually!! Things never get right you see?? Bitches everywhere and keep bitching on you, never give you a single break!! It's like you owe them and now is the time you pay back by letting them bitch on you and you just couldn't do a shit. Cause you are not as bitch as them! And that's life!! You live it then you die. Happy or not you just have to face it!! Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

However there are still something beautiful, great that you would make you linger in this world!!=] spending time with family, spending time missing them or someone you like are beautiful!! We just have to get through the hard times even when you don't feel belonged! Think positively, think in brighter way and the sun rises again tomorrow=] You will feel tougher once you get through them!

Hope that my next post is something happy! I'm sorry to post all those emo thingy but who cares?! That's my blog and the place where I express my fucking feelings! Here's a song that could express me!!=] meaningful lyrics!!

Stresses out!!!!

Been overwhelmed by assignments and reports lately!! Guess I'm at the edge of breaking down...... I've been so stressed out and i get pissed off easily lately. Even it is just a small matter I could hardly stand it. I've been so quick-tempered and I know I caused mess in relationship with people around. I can feel sudden dizzy and my sight becomes blur and this is the symptoms of high blood pressure. Have to stop putting stress on myself and be more relax. I don't want things to continue like this!! Someone please drag me up from the mess......

Maybe it's time to go for a body massage xD always have to get a fresh breathe out there and chill off once in a while. And hopefully I could control my temper soon. Do be considered if I made any hard feeling on you=]

Alright gotto move on with my studies now. Ciao people~~ Goodnight!!

Nice Song=]

I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face tonight
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

The Frustration

Sorry for the incomplete of previous post cause the internet connection wasn't stable for the past 2 months. LOL. Just when the connection turned stable, my laptop broke down. My friend accidentally poured water into my laptop bag while my laptop was inside. Scary huh. Hope he really was accidentally but not purposely poured it xD Life without my laptop was sucked!!! I can only listen to the old songs in my cellphone, couldn't access to porn site, couldn't watch Youtube, couldn't check on Facebook and couldn't do my assignment!!!! And the worst is this last for 1 week!! But the good thing is my laptop is like a brand new one after repaired=] But I lost everything in the hardisk. Will post those birthday party's pictures once I get it.

There's something i gotto say here cause the anger kept deep inside my heart is spilling. Here goes what i wanna say:

I being nice is not that I'm nice to bully. I mean bully me in words, speaking sarcastic to me or "gek" me, for your understanding. I being nice is because I want peace, I don't like argument. I've been trying hard not to explode, but there's always a limit. Once you trigger my anger, I will make you feel as shit as how you did to me. However, I'm always a nice person, I never wanted to spoil the friendship, and I never wanted to hurt your feelings too. So watch your words everytime your speak. Sometimes we address you just because we respect you, not that you are really that big in our life. Never challenge me anymore if not I will turn into incredible hulk and you gonna regret it. Think back what you did cause I won't explode for nothing. And don't tell me you were just kidding!! Shit........=.=

One more thing here. I hate attention seeker!!! Seriously hate like how I hate cockroach or lizard!! Maybe more hate!! Attention seeker is really one asshole and must be the most asshole one!! Forgive me for the unclear sentence cause I'm in deep anger now. Maybe I should go watch Peter Chao on Youtube now to chill off. Damn that guy really gives me a lot of inspiration!xD

CaoZhai is a motherfucka!! Bye~~

Morgan's Birthday Bash!!!

Hi everyone!! Been abandon my blog for ages and I'm finally back!!=]

Study free week had just passed and I'm still not ready yet. Planned to catch up all the syllabus in the week but failed cause I been spending too much time on Structural Analysis mid-term which was on the first day after school reopen. Yea I have to admit it was quite easy. For me lar, for Paul shouldn't be! LOL!!
Remember the day before week free started, we all are already in holiday mood, not paying attention in class cause we were too excited. Cause that night gonna be Morgan's Birthday bash and we made it on Imperial Hotel. Sounds luxury huh?=]
It was told to be a party celebrating the starts of free week cause we wanna to give Morgan and Suto a surprise. We got our liquor and birthday cake and everything were set up behind them. It was a great night cause everyone had fun!=] i shall let pictures to do the talking cause friends been complaining that my blog is full of words. LOL!

Before we headed to the apartment, we had dinner at Pong's Cafe. It moved to a place...ermm...near to Boulevard there.... Near the roundabout... I guess=] We spent 3 hours there and I almost gone mad!! 15 minutes to dined and spent more than 2 hours waiting for the food!! Goshhh it was a long dinner i would say.

Back To Hell?? Perhaps Heaven=]

Damn finally I'm back in Miri again. Remember when I kissed goodbye my parents, tears rushed out! Damn I'm one big pussy huh?? LOL. But it's sad to be apart from them for so long. Anyway time flies, gonna see them soon. But before that I really must enjoy first!! LOL.

Miri is a damn hell place!! I miss Penang.... Miss the chicks there, foods, and malls. But the good thing here is get together with my Bros. We chill out together like usual. Btw we just went to club last Friday night. It was superb! Didn't take any pictures but even I do I not going to post them here cause my mom is reading my blog constantly, I guess LOL. Thinking of going again next weekends. LOL. Sorry bros couldn't make it last it cause have to take care of my health and my fucking wallet. xD

New sem started. Everything's new. But unlucky we don't get a pretty and young lecturer DAMN! Everyday class held at the same old damn class. Aihh but still gotto work harder. Wish me luck people!

BYE.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

It's Chinese New Year again. Same old faces and same old foods. But the good things about CNY are reunion with those old faces and definitely Ang Pao. We get to visit our relatives and old time playmates or friends. Distance which keep us apart made these reunion so precious and meaningful.

Just came back from reunion with high school school-mates. The house visits were fun, BBQ was great too. When we get together flashbacks keep playing in our mind. Talking about our past was so funny, even it had been ages. However we still speak sarcastically or teasing each other like old time. Haha. Maybe that's the way how we communicate. But not offensive, and no bad feelings.=] Hope there will be more gathering in coming times. Gonna miss all of you when I'm back in Miri.

My days here are counting, 7 days. LOL. Have to get my ass back into Sarawak soon. Half of me is so excited that I could go anywhere, with anyone, until anytime i wish in Miri. But half of me hopes to linger longer. My parents definitely gonna be lonely when I'm back and my friends here gonna miss me lots.=] Right? LOL. Perhaps I should start packing?

So tired after whole day of driving. Going to bed, goodnight people!=]